So last night was (official) date #5 with Josh. This would usually mean that I like him. However, I just don't really feel any chemistry. But he is a good guy, so I keep saying yes..
But I think I need to not say yes soon, I just don't really look forward to seeing him. He texts me every day, which I like for the someone cares about me part, but I just am not way into him.
We had a Los night last night, because Peter and Lindsay were in town for Thanksgiving week, and a bunch of the Gurr relatives came, it was a lot of fun! But Andy came too, and we hung out at the table eating and chatting for quite a while, about dating and what not. Mostly about dating, ha. But when I told him about Josh and how I keep going out with him even though I don't think it's going to go anywhere, he told me the greatest dating analogy that I've ever heard. He said (told by his date earlier that night) that y'know, we're all fish, swimming in the ocean, and we're all swimming toward the BIG island, but sometimes we get tired of swimming, alone, so we stop at small islands along the way and take a little rest...
Isn't that great?? Haha, that totally made me feel better about this Josh thing. He's just a little island for me along the way. I'm just taking a rest... But that is so true, it really is nice to have someone care about me and take me out, not gonna lie. As well as make me feel attractive and desirable and date-able. It's been a long time since I've really felt like that. On top of all that, it's really really nice to be able to say something other than "no.." when someone asks me if I'm dating anyone!
So I just spent, oh, probably almost 2 hours, going through guys' profiles online, that showed up on my refined search. Seems like there are a lot of great guys out there, many of whom peaked my interest, some of whom I sent a "flirt" or a little message to. But honestly, I'll be surprised if any of them really respond, or if any real conversation comes of any of it. The guys that interest me don't respond for very long, if at all, and the guys that message me I'm usually not interested in. When is something going to give?!
I'm not frustrated. Okay, maybe a little. I just feel like the guys I want to date don't want to date me, but I also feel like I deserve someone great, and I deserve to be with someone I find very attractive! Right? The attractive part is what's frustrating. I've never felt super attractive to guys. Girls tell me I'm cute and what not, but sometimes I think, what does that matter if guys don't think that? I don't know..
And kind of random, but I had a dream last night with a bunch of high school people/friends in it, weird. But Aaron Hammond was in it, and we made eye contact across a room, and.. I don't really know much else that happened in the dream. But it got A. Ham back on the brain. He is still single, and seems like a really great guy, as always. I ran into him back in May, when I went to close my account at University Credit Union after I moved back up here. He was working there, and it was so good to see him! We chatted for a few minutes and then I left. He was dating someone at the time, I later found out, but I messaged him anyway a few weeks later, and said I would love to get together and catch up if he ever wanted to. Since then I heard he broke up with his gf (from Hilary Heath). I don't think about him often or anything, but that dream has caused me to today. I am still so attracted to that boy, and would love to date him. Or at least spend time with him and see, y'know?
So yeah, I'm just not attracted to Josh like that. I would love to hold hands or even kiss someone like Aaron Hammond, like now. But it's just not the same feeling or thought when I think about doing that with Josh, it would be so forced, I feel like. Kind of like a lie. He's just not my type. I need to tell him soon I guess...aaa, I hate that conversation.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Sunday, November 18, 2012
JFK Josh
So this Sabbath afternoon I went on a 3rd/4th date with the JFK Josh guy I met online. I say 3rd/4th because last night was supposed to be our 3rd date, but after about 5 min, he got called to search and rescue, so he turned around and took me home. He felt really bad, but it was no big deal. It was fun to see him, even just for a few minutes, and it was cool to see him in that situation, in his element, and to see his reaction. Plus, I was able to get more homework done, which was good.
In the car, after he got the page, he was like, "How's your Monday?" :) It was cute. So I said yeah, we could do something Monday. But then today he texted me after I got home from visiting and asked how my Sunday was, and then we were texting and he asked me what kind of things I like to do on Sundays. He asked about outdoors things, and I said it depends, what did you have in mind? And he said, "I don't know, a short hike or something." And I didn't love the idea of hiking on Sunday, I didn't know what a short hike entailed, but I decided to play it safe and said, "hm..not a big Sunday hiker, but maybe a walk or something a little more low key.." To which he suggested a walk around Sugarhouse park. To which I said sure.:)
So he came and got me about 20 minutes later and we headed to the park, walked around it twice, and went home. :)
It was fine, we talked a lot about search and rescue, and about last night and how everything went.
The whole SandR thing is so fascinating to me, I love hearing him talk about it! We talked about other things too, I learned his dad died a few years ago, while he was on his mission, from throat cancer (among other things). Sad. But he seems fine about it, said his dad had been sick for a long time.
We also talked about family, and our different family businesses we grew up in (Los, and his family's apt complex businesses). After about once around the park, I could now tell that I wasn't super interested in him, romantically. I thought maybe something could happen, but yeah, not so much. He's a really great guy, treats me really well, has a great job, is very nice, and he makes me feel so attractive and desirable, which is so nice because it's been so long since a guy has made me feel that way! But I just don't feel really any chemistry when I'm with him. I feel more chemistry when texting him than when I'm actually with him, ha.
His kind of know-it-all attitude about nursing kind of came out again today, like in that email response a couple months ago that made me so irritated that I decided I was done with him, until I had Elisa read it and tell me to give him another chance. Yeah, I told him my mom is a nurse, but is actually going back to school to get her bachelor's. And that brought up why, and he had this response like, "I don't buy it." I almost slugged him, in kind of a flirtatious/joking way, but didn't, but said, "What do you know?" I was kind of irritated. He said (reminded me) that his sister is a nurse (which, to me, doesn't mean squat), and that since my mom had so much experience, it shouldn't matter. I told him I agreed, it shouldn't, but for some reason (which I told him I think is the increasing competition in the nursing job market) it seems to matter more now, that RN's have a bachelor's degree. He still was in disagreement, and I didn't want to argue about it, so I just said, "And she just feels like she should." That satisfied him. But man, not super attractive, that wasn't.
Anyway, I don't think he is the one, and I came home kind of stressed about having to actually have a talk with him soon telling him I'm not interested or what not. And we have come far enough that the talk is going to be awkward and I'm going to inevitably feel bad after and question what I've done. We're going out on Tuesday, in place of Monday (I thought today was in place of Monday, but nope:) ), I already said Tues would work, so we'll see how that goes. I was thinking I might tell him after that. But then Sally called tonight and I was telling her, and Joe, all about it all, and they both said to just keep dating him. Unless I really have a strong reason not to go out with him, or if he proposes or something, and I'm not feeling the same way, to just keep going out with him as long as he keeps asking. So I guess I will. And they had a good point, that it's good for both of us, we're both learning more as we go. Which is true. So I'll keep saying yes I suppose.
I would love to just be friends and be able to keep hearing about his search and rescue stuff, it is so cool! So if and when I end things, that will be a bummer to not hear anymore about, ha. But seriously.
In the car, after he got the page, he was like, "How's your Monday?" :) It was cute. So I said yeah, we could do something Monday. But then today he texted me after I got home from visiting and asked how my Sunday was, and then we were texting and he asked me what kind of things I like to do on Sundays. He asked about outdoors things, and I said it depends, what did you have in mind? And he said, "I don't know, a short hike or something." And I didn't love the idea of hiking on Sunday, I didn't know what a short hike entailed, but I decided to play it safe and said, "hm..not a big Sunday hiker, but maybe a walk or something a little more low key.." To which he suggested a walk around Sugarhouse park. To which I said sure.:)
So he came and got me about 20 minutes later and we headed to the park, walked around it twice, and went home. :)
It was fine, we talked a lot about search and rescue, and about last night and how everything went.
The whole SandR thing is so fascinating to me, I love hearing him talk about it! We talked about other things too, I learned his dad died a few years ago, while he was on his mission, from throat cancer (among other things). Sad. But he seems fine about it, said his dad had been sick for a long time.
We also talked about family, and our different family businesses we grew up in (Los, and his family's apt complex businesses). After about once around the park, I could now tell that I wasn't super interested in him, romantically. I thought maybe something could happen, but yeah, not so much. He's a really great guy, treats me really well, has a great job, is very nice, and he makes me feel so attractive and desirable, which is so nice because it's been so long since a guy has made me feel that way! But I just don't feel really any chemistry when I'm with him. I feel more chemistry when texting him than when I'm actually with him, ha.
His kind of know-it-all attitude about nursing kind of came out again today, like in that email response a couple months ago that made me so irritated that I decided I was done with him, until I had Elisa read it and tell me to give him another chance. Yeah, I told him my mom is a nurse, but is actually going back to school to get her bachelor's. And that brought up why, and he had this response like, "I don't buy it." I almost slugged him, in kind of a flirtatious/joking way, but didn't, but said, "What do you know?" I was kind of irritated. He said (reminded me) that his sister is a nurse (which, to me, doesn't mean squat), and that since my mom had so much experience, it shouldn't matter. I told him I agreed, it shouldn't, but for some reason (which I told him I think is the increasing competition in the nursing job market) it seems to matter more now, that RN's have a bachelor's degree. He still was in disagreement, and I didn't want to argue about it, so I just said, "And she just feels like she should." That satisfied him. But man, not super attractive, that wasn't.
Anyway, I don't think he is the one, and I came home kind of stressed about having to actually have a talk with him soon telling him I'm not interested or what not. And we have come far enough that the talk is going to be awkward and I'm going to inevitably feel bad after and question what I've done. We're going out on Tuesday, in place of Monday (I thought today was in place of Monday, but nope:) ), I already said Tues would work, so we'll see how that goes. I was thinking I might tell him after that. But then Sally called tonight and I was telling her, and Joe, all about it all, and they both said to just keep dating him. Unless I really have a strong reason not to go out with him, or if he proposes or something, and I'm not feeling the same way, to just keep going out with him as long as he keeps asking. So I guess I will. And they had a good point, that it's good for both of us, we're both learning more as we go. Which is true. So I'll keep saying yes I suppose.
I would love to just be friends and be able to keep hearing about his search and rescue stuff, it is so cool! So if and when I end things, that will be a bummer to not hear anymore about, ha. But seriously.
Coming to terms with the election
So about the major Obama bummer, it is still a major bummer. I was actually really upset about it for a few days, and was really struggling with coming to terms with the fact. Mitt Romney had so many great plans and such great experience that was basically a guarantee to improving this economy and getting our nation back on track and out of this astronomical hole of debt the US has. You could see his excitement and energy and enthusiasm for it. And you could also tell that he honestly just wanted to help America and help families. As opposed to Obama's complete and disgusting lack of enthusiasm and excitement for the future, and sincerity. He does not love this country, he does not love its people, his heart is elsewhere. I would say he is much more interested in the perks, like expensive vacations and the fame and glory. As well as trying to decrease the strength and status of America. It makes me sick to listen to him, he is such a dishonest, sleezy person. And it has come to light that there was quite a bit of voter fraud in the election, which makes me mad because that basically means the election was essentially stolen from Romney. But I'm honestly not too surprised. I had said for a while that I thought Romney had a really good chance of winning, IF the election was fair. But Obama and his goonies are the kind of people that will do whatever it takes to get what they want. So I'm not really surprised that there was a lot of cheating, and turns out bribing too, which led to the sad sad re-election of the man we refer to as the president.
I was so upset about it, and really was having a hard time coming to terms with the fact. I was just in emotional turmoil about it. I was mad at the half of our country who voted for Obama for being so uninformed and so obviously unconcerned about the real issues at hand (like the failing economy and the high unemployment, and the enormous debt we're in); and I was so sad for Mitt, for working so so hard, twice, to get into the White House, to do some good, and for all his great plans that will never get implemented now. I am getting re-upset about it now, just writing this. I really just wanted to cry for Romney. I feel like his loss, after all that, is the epitome of the saying that life isn't fair. And all that good he could have done, how our country could have so benefited from his leadership and financial and business experience and past successes, will never be seen, or be possible. It's just not fair.
But one thing that helped me was some quotes by one or two of Romney's head campaign directors or what not, and they said that it wasn't that America didn't know the real Romney, that's not why they didn't vote for him. It's because the people don't share his values. Meaning, he has values, and morals, and a great portion of Americans don't share those good values. So basically Romney lost because this country has become so wicked that it doesn't recognize good when it's in front of them, or doesn't care, is more like it. This is also obvious in the fact that with the horrible record Obama has from the last 4 years, somehow this country still re-elected him. Amazing. People are more concerned about abortions being legal and gays being able to marry, than people getting jobs and getting back on their feet, and our country getting out of this financial crisis. It just makes me crazy.
But like my mom said a few days ago, if this is what will help usher in the 2nd coming (which I don't doubt it will), then by all means, put him in! Scary though, that it's obviously only going to get worse first.
But on that unhappy and frustrated note, there is some good in all this, just like in any other bad thing. And that includes that HALF THE COUNTRY VOTED FOR A MORMON!!!! How cool is that?!??! It's awesome!! It means that the Church is even more mainstream than ever before, and like an article I saw today said, that people are more curious with questions about Mormons now than they are critical (something like that). So true. It is motivating to me to want to share the Gospel even more, because people have got to have more questions about the Church, and what better time than when the Church has been so in the limelight with Romney's campaign.
So yes, still a major bummer, but I'm dealing with it now.
I was so upset about it, and really was having a hard time coming to terms with the fact. I was just in emotional turmoil about it. I was mad at the half of our country who voted for Obama for being so uninformed and so obviously unconcerned about the real issues at hand (like the failing economy and the high unemployment, and the enormous debt we're in); and I was so sad for Mitt, for working so so hard, twice, to get into the White House, to do some good, and for all his great plans that will never get implemented now. I am getting re-upset about it now, just writing this. I really just wanted to cry for Romney. I feel like his loss, after all that, is the epitome of the saying that life isn't fair. And all that good he could have done, how our country could have so benefited from his leadership and financial and business experience and past successes, will never be seen, or be possible. It's just not fair.
But one thing that helped me was some quotes by one or two of Romney's head campaign directors or what not, and they said that it wasn't that America didn't know the real Romney, that's not why they didn't vote for him. It's because the people don't share his values. Meaning, he has values, and morals, and a great portion of Americans don't share those good values. So basically Romney lost because this country has become so wicked that it doesn't recognize good when it's in front of them, or doesn't care, is more like it. This is also obvious in the fact that with the horrible record Obama has from the last 4 years, somehow this country still re-elected him. Amazing. People are more concerned about abortions being legal and gays being able to marry, than people getting jobs and getting back on their feet, and our country getting out of this financial crisis. It just makes me crazy.
But like my mom said a few days ago, if this is what will help usher in the 2nd coming (which I don't doubt it will), then by all means, put him in! Scary though, that it's obviously only going to get worse first.
But on that unhappy and frustrated note, there is some good in all this, just like in any other bad thing. And that includes that HALF THE COUNTRY VOTED FOR A MORMON!!!! How cool is that?!??! It's awesome!! It means that the Church is even more mainstream than ever before, and like an article I saw today said, that people are more curious with questions about Mormons now than they are critical (something like that). So true. It is motivating to me to want to share the Gospel even more, because people have got to have more questions about the Church, and what better time than when the Church has been so in the limelight with Romney's campaign.
So yes, still a major bummer, but I'm dealing with it now.
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Obama BUMMER
This is so depressing. Obama just won a second term. I can't believe this. It's like a nightmare.
I really can't believe he won. I'm still hoping for a last minute miracle, but it's not looking likely.
I'm also really frustrated at David, our clinical instructor. I could just scream at him, for how unfair he grades, and how inconsistent he is in his expectations.
What a bummer evening.
I really can't believe he won. I'm still hoping for a last minute miracle, but it's not looking likely.
I'm also really frustrated at David, our clinical instructor. I could just scream at him, for how unfair he grades, and how inconsistent he is in his expectations.
What a bummer evening.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Flu shot clinic
Yesterday I went and helped at a flu shot clinic out on the west side of I-15. It was a free clinic for the refugees out there (from Africa, etc.). It was such a great experience! It was a little on the slow side, especially from how busy it apparently was last year, so I only gave probably less than ten shots, but it was still great. Especially getting to practice on kids. I made a few kids cry, which was sad, but hopefully now they don't get the flu. And I only stuck myself once! :) Ha, yeah, I was giving this kid a shot, and while holding his cleaned arm with my right left hand, I reached over and got the needle with my left, took off the cap with one hand, and then the needle flipped and stuck my ring finger. I got another one and gave him a shot with a clean needle, but I was totally bleeding under my glove. Kind of felt like an idiot, but it was fine, at least it was a clean needle! :)
Updates: clinicals almost over, election in two days, and FIRST online date!
Some updates:
Only 2 more weeks of clinicals, and I am SO GLAD! Not because I don't like clinicals, I usually do, unless you get stuck with a nurse who isn't so good at having a student. But because this means only 2 more weeks of having to deal with our clinical instructor, David. I think Elisa, Maren, and I are the ones who have had the most issue with him. He is a great teacher, a great nurse, and he really knows a lot. But his grading policies and his lack of clarity on what he expects of us, and how his expectations are always changing from what he said, and getting graded as such, has been really frustrating, and we're kind of all done battling him. A few weeks ago I sent him a pretty frustrated email, to say the least, because of something he had docked me on that I thought was nit-picky, and not included in the instructions. The next day I asked him about it and he was frustrated at me from it and made me feel really bad, and I lost it right there in front of him. Just cried. Things were better at the end of that day, but the next day I brought something up again from our previous conversation just for clarity, and for my need to be understood, and he got on the defensive, which made me re-mad, and ever since, I just don't really love being around him. Especially alone. It's just kind of awkward. I did send him an apology email a week or so later (no response back), so I feel like I've tried to make amends, but he's still frustrating in his grading and such. We feel like there's always something wrong with our work. We're almost always getting docked for something.
Anyway, so I'm excited to be done dealing with and getting graded by him. That being said, he has taught us a lot, and because of his high expectations, I feel like I've learned a lot as a student nurse.
The election: The election is in TWO days. Voting ends on Tuesday, and first of all, halle-freakin-lujah that the election and election ads and everything else will be over. But also, heaven help us if Obama somehow wins again. I honestly question the intellect of anyone who still thinks Obama should continue to be the President. His record is terrible, he has failed in so many ways. He's probably a nice person, he's a great speaker, but he is so lacking in skills of leadership, business, and finances. This country is so far in debt, much more than we were when he took office, the unemployment rate is higher than 4 years ago, more people are on welfare than probably ever before--I think 47% of this country.
Anyway, today is fast sunday, and part of my fast is for Mitt Romney to win. I feel very strongly about this election, and I think that he has a good chance if it's fair. But I'm so afraid that Obama and his team will do whatever they can, including rigging the election, to make sure that he wins.
But we'll know on Tuesday I think..
Next. Dating. Online dating is about the only dating I'm into right now. Only thing I've got. So I've been on ldssingles.com since June, and it's finally seeming to really produce results. Or guys that I really might want to get to know. And the biggest thing is that I went on my first ldssingles DATE yesterday! It was with Josh, JFK Josh, as I like to call him (his screen name is "J_F_K"). We've been slowly messaging for about 2 months now, and finally met yesterday, the day after his 30th birthday. We met up in Sandy, next to the South Towne Mall, and went rock climbing at Momentum. I was nervous about it at first when he suggested that's what we do, but it was a lot of fun! My hands are sure still sore today though, ha. And he was pretty fun too! I don't really see an eternal future with him, but he seems like a great guy, has a great job, seems to have his head on his shoulders, and he's pretty cute.
My main downer about him has been his height. He is exactly my height, basically my size. Which I haven't love the idea of, because I really want a guy who is bigger and taller than me, I want to feel small. I don't want to crush the guy when we cuddle. And as Wendy says, "I want his butt print in the sand to be bigger than mine!" :)
So when we met yesterday, one of my first thoughts was, "yep, he's short, just like I thought it would seem." But as we got climbing and such, he has a really thick upper body, which I love. He's definitely build, even for being a shorter guy. He was very masculine to watch climb, because his shirt would stretch across his back and shoulders really nice, as his muscles worked. I am really attracted to a buff upper body, especially big deltoids. And he definitely had all that. I feel like he could probably carry me, which helps make up for the shortness.
He was fun to joke around and flirt with some. There's a little dorky-ness to him that is mostly why I don't see marriage coming out of this. But I wouldn't mind going out with him again, and I'm pretty confident we will. He kind of already made reference to that, once while we were rock climbing, and again last night texting. So we'll see.
But there are a few other guys that I've been messaging lately, one in particular: screen name Celtic411, I think. Celtic-something. He's black, from West Africa, but moved to DC about 9 years ago, went to BYU, and now lives here in SL I think. He seems pretty cool, intelligent, has confidence and his own style, which I love. And he's pretty funny. I hope that we go out eventually, he seems pretty chill, which I also love. Not to mention the bucketlist item that has been on my list in the past, of kissing a black man. This may be my chance to check that sucker off the list, who knows..? :)
Only 2 more weeks of clinicals, and I am SO GLAD! Not because I don't like clinicals, I usually do, unless you get stuck with a nurse who isn't so good at having a student. But because this means only 2 more weeks of having to deal with our clinical instructor, David. I think Elisa, Maren, and I are the ones who have had the most issue with him. He is a great teacher, a great nurse, and he really knows a lot. But his grading policies and his lack of clarity on what he expects of us, and how his expectations are always changing from what he said, and getting graded as such, has been really frustrating, and we're kind of all done battling him. A few weeks ago I sent him a pretty frustrated email, to say the least, because of something he had docked me on that I thought was nit-picky, and not included in the instructions. The next day I asked him about it and he was frustrated at me from it and made me feel really bad, and I lost it right there in front of him. Just cried. Things were better at the end of that day, but the next day I brought something up again from our previous conversation just for clarity, and for my need to be understood, and he got on the defensive, which made me re-mad, and ever since, I just don't really love being around him. Especially alone. It's just kind of awkward. I did send him an apology email a week or so later (no response back), so I feel like I've tried to make amends, but he's still frustrating in his grading and such. We feel like there's always something wrong with our work. We're almost always getting docked for something.
Anyway, so I'm excited to be done dealing with and getting graded by him. That being said, he has taught us a lot, and because of his high expectations, I feel like I've learned a lot as a student nurse.
The election: The election is in TWO days. Voting ends on Tuesday, and first of all, halle-freakin-lujah that the election and election ads and everything else will be over. But also, heaven help us if Obama somehow wins again. I honestly question the intellect of anyone who still thinks Obama should continue to be the President. His record is terrible, he has failed in so many ways. He's probably a nice person, he's a great speaker, but he is so lacking in skills of leadership, business, and finances. This country is so far in debt, much more than we were when he took office, the unemployment rate is higher than 4 years ago, more people are on welfare than probably ever before--I think 47% of this country.
Anyway, today is fast sunday, and part of my fast is for Mitt Romney to win. I feel very strongly about this election, and I think that he has a good chance if it's fair. But I'm so afraid that Obama and his team will do whatever they can, including rigging the election, to make sure that he wins.
But we'll know on Tuesday I think..
Next. Dating. Online dating is about the only dating I'm into right now. Only thing I've got. So I've been on ldssingles.com since June, and it's finally seeming to really produce results. Or guys that I really might want to get to know. And the biggest thing is that I went on my first ldssingles DATE yesterday! It was with Josh, JFK Josh, as I like to call him (his screen name is "J_F_K"). We've been slowly messaging for about 2 months now, and finally met yesterday, the day after his 30th birthday. We met up in Sandy, next to the South Towne Mall, and went rock climbing at Momentum. I was nervous about it at first when he suggested that's what we do, but it was a lot of fun! My hands are sure still sore today though, ha. And he was pretty fun too! I don't really see an eternal future with him, but he seems like a great guy, has a great job, seems to have his head on his shoulders, and he's pretty cute.
My main downer about him has been his height. He is exactly my height, basically my size. Which I haven't love the idea of, because I really want a guy who is bigger and taller than me, I want to feel small. I don't want to crush the guy when we cuddle. And as Wendy says, "I want his butt print in the sand to be bigger than mine!" :)
So when we met yesterday, one of my first thoughts was, "yep, he's short, just like I thought it would seem." But as we got climbing and such, he has a really thick upper body, which I love. He's definitely build, even for being a shorter guy. He was very masculine to watch climb, because his shirt would stretch across his back and shoulders really nice, as his muscles worked. I am really attracted to a buff upper body, especially big deltoids. And he definitely had all that. I feel like he could probably carry me, which helps make up for the shortness.
He was fun to joke around and flirt with some. There's a little dorky-ness to him that is mostly why I don't see marriage coming out of this. But I wouldn't mind going out with him again, and I'm pretty confident we will. He kind of already made reference to that, once while we were rock climbing, and again last night texting. So we'll see.
But there are a few other guys that I've been messaging lately, one in particular: screen name Celtic411, I think. Celtic-something. He's black, from West Africa, but moved to DC about 9 years ago, went to BYU, and now lives here in SL I think. He seems pretty cool, intelligent, has confidence and his own style, which I love. And he's pretty funny. I hope that we go out eventually, he seems pretty chill, which I also love. Not to mention the bucketlist item that has been on my list in the past, of kissing a black man. This may be my chance to check that sucker off the list, who knows..? :)
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